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college still SUCKS.

i've been going out a lot though. a lot of drinking. and a lot less sleep. and a lot less money. which is why im broke halfway to payday. fuck. i need to stop doing that...i don't know why i didn't catch up on sleep tonight though when i had the chance. and now it's getting late. ughhhh.

i'm slowly getting my hot tan back though :)

anyways. real, semi interesting update on the past monthish tomarrow? :)

23 hours till akon & rihanna

PUMPEDDDDDDDDDDD

:D :D :D

first day of college = TODAY.

in fact i leave in 1 hour & 13 minutes

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

my year off went by WAYYYY too fast.

but whatever, wish me luck...

What are you going to do with your tax return?
Submitted by KB.

mine was spent like a month ago when i got it back lol. i filled & sent mine in as soon as i got my t4 at work. annnnd it was spend on my drivers ed class & the rest on who knows what. i got a pretty good return this year since i was still a student for part of the year but worked for the rest. :]

my flatiron broke yesterday. :[ it's a necessity. r.i.p <3 i'm using my moms till i can afford a new chi, buuuut yeah, im upset. it's just not the same...

anyways. nv is pretty much the best thing. love iiiiiit.

so yesterday started off pretty good, untill work. then i just got all depressed. k, so it was a bad night customer wise anyway, but theres this woman i work with, tammy who i absolutly hate. anyway. so without explaining everything, the bitch called me a snot lol, & that pissed me offfffff. it wasent even in a joking way either, she tryed to behind my back & i heard it lol. so yeah. fat btch is going downnnnnn!

ughhh yeah, so i hope tonights better. yesterday was just lonley. it was only me & old darlene in fashion, so i didn't really have anyone to talk to, except when i crept over to talk to caitie on cash & when kevin wandered around, but thats about it. i know kirsties in tonight, but they'll probably have us split up with my luck. & i havent talked to jess all week & i need to talk to herrrrr.  miss my best :[ im hoping that her cars almost done so we can actually do something on our booked off time this weekend lol.

p.s. my tan is getting fabulous. except that my face is tanning a lot slower than the rest of me hahaha, oh well. slowly but surely :]

wooo! i just got accepted to NBCC business administration. :]

yeah, so truthfully, i don't want to even go here haha. 2 more years in the shithole.

buuuut it IS only 2 years. it just something i have to do. better than nothing. & i have plenty friends going, so it shouldn't be too bad.

hope everyone had a fabulous christmas...

& happy birthday to me! it's 12:06am & i am now 18 years old...

so i finally applyed for school today. not completly but its a start....i applyed to ryerson but didn't send in my transcript cause i don't get it till monday & i didn't send my fees yet but i will next week annnnnd i still haven't sent in the supplementary form cause it's too hard to put into works why i wanna go there & my dad just isn't any help at all. SOOOO...

my other option when i applyed to is just community college. LAST resort. i need out of here. but thats the cheapest & easiest choice right now...pretty much anyone can get into...but i wouldnt be doing anything id actually WANT to do but its a start. itll probably be easier to get into university after anyway. whatever.

that & it only costs 25$ to apply to community college & 170 for ryerson. JUST TO APPLY. ugh.

about to go get my hair diiiiiid :D it's been way way too long. no color today, just the cut & what not, but im pumped. :)

im surprised im still alive haha. it feels like a year since i last slept. ill probably take a nap after i come back from the salon & then when jess is off work, im meeting her at the gym around 5 & im fiiiiiinally gonn start putting that membership to good use again. :]

k, so forget my last entry lol.

it's now 3:24am. fuck sleep. one hour isn't gonna do much much good anyway, so i might as well waste him here, then start getting ready. thank god it;s only a 4 hour shift. i can down enough caffine to get me through, then after that im gonna see if i can get a haircut. it's soooo needed. i still wanna grow my hair out longer, but i need a trim, & my front layers need to be shorter.

anyways. im dumb & figured out the gym doesn't take out money till tomarrow, so ill be good if i go to the bank first thing in the morning. :] haha yeahhhh, yay for my losing sleep (litterally) over nothing...

so after that was figured out, then i started thinking about christmas shopping & everything else in life that needs to be done. fuck. SHUT UP HEAD!!! a good 3 hours of sleep would have actually been nice. but whatever. then i started thinking about my 18th birthday & what im actually going to be doing this year, & i think i have figured out too.

i love how i only update this thing now in the middle of the night haha. & how all these thoughts only seem to come together this late. wow im lame.