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k, so forget my last entry lol.

it's now 3:24am. fuck sleep. one hour isn't gonna do much much good anyway, so i might as well waste him here, then start getting ready. thank god it;s only a 4 hour shift. i can down enough caffine to get me through, then after that im gonna see if i can get a haircut. it's soooo needed. i still wanna grow my hair out longer, but i need a trim, & my front layers need to be shorter.

anyways. im dumb & figured out the gym doesn't take out money till tomarrow, so ill be good if i go to the bank first thing in the morning. :] haha yeahhhh, yay for my losing sleep (litterally) over nothing...

so after that was figured out, then i started thinking about christmas shopping & everything else in life that needs to be done. fuck. SHUT UP HEAD!!! a good 3 hours of sleep would have actually been nice. but whatever. then i started thinking about my 18th birthday & what im actually going to be doing this year, & i think i have figured out too.

i love how i only update this thing now in the middle of the night haha. & how all these thoughts only seem to come together this late. wow im lame.

um yeah...FUCK...

so my gym takes money out of my bank account every 2 weeks for my membership since im on a year contract annnnnnnnd....theres no money in there currently for them to take. uh ohhhhh. i had money in there today but then i took it out tonight for when i went to maine, not even thinking. & since it alllll just occured to me now, i cheacked my transactions for the day online & they didn't take out any before i did so yeah.....ummm fuck? i dunno what theyre gonna do lol but whatever, ill put some back in the back tomarrow morning before work & hope for the best...

anyways. speaking of work. i gotta get up & shower & get ready for it in exacally 2 hours. getting up at 5am is just not normal. & being there at zellers an hour before it opens is just ghey. ughhhh. especially for a night owl like me who isn't used to winding down for another hour or so from now. i just spent an hour in bed trying to sleep & just lieing there, but the bank thing was bothering me so i came online. lol im a nerd.

looking for affordable 2 bedroom apartments to move to next year with jess in toronto is hard. :( i've never lived on my own before, & trying to figure out what we'd be able to afford with expenses & what not seems impossable. but i'll find a way damnit!

& then theres school to think about. still haven't applyed to ryerson or any student loans, but even if i don't get in, ill still settle for a community college there.

i just really really really need a change. & i need to finally do something with my life before i get too comfortable being out of school & in this shit city.

any tips? i know a few of you already live in t.o., anything i should know? pleeeeease? :(

i'm so impatient. about a week ago i ordered some stuff from ae (yes we have one here, they were just out of my stuff in store..) & eeeeeee, im excited for it to finally get here lol. come onnnnn! about 1/2 a week to gooo...

so because im addicted now, where's everyone else favorite place to shop online? that will shop to canada of course :]

so i definitly suck at keeping up with any kind of journal these days...

& right now i stillll don't have time to really update because i have to run & catch my bus for work in about 10 minutes.

but...im alive. things are alright. i'll catch up/catch everyone up about everything when im off tonight :]

<3

so i got up around 2 today...it's now 7 & i'm still in my pj's, eating pizza & watching oc dvds. it's been a fabulous day. :]

i'm jut so worn out...working all the time & when i'm not i'm trying to make time with friends & stuff since everyones in school or working all the time with me, it's hard. so i made the best of it this weekend. :] friday night was supposed to be this huge party at the bunkers (party spot over west where i live....it's in the woods by the beach with this huge firepit..) but it was foggy & raining for most of the day so people were lame & went to tasha's instead. me, melissa, kate, jess & robin weren't having that, so we called up some people & were all gonna meet up since we already had all our liquor & stuff. it was getting later & for various ghey reasons that didn't work out either so we decided to just give up since everyone was goig to the bunkers tomarrow for an even bigger party. kate ended up going to tashas, me & jess went to my house & the other girls just went home. so that night turned out to be pretty brutal. me & jess just bought a shitload of junkfood & made it a blockbuster night...we watched i'll always know what you did last summer. it's pretty hilarious lol. someone PLEASE tell me who that blonde guy is from that movie & where i've seen him before. it's been bothering me since.

then on saturday, me & kate went to work, went home to get ready then met up to go to the bunkers. my parents were pretty sketched out about me going over to her house again after her drunk dial to my house the night before around 4:30am lol (i made her take my house number out of her phone, it was an accident since mines the first on her list..) but i went anyway & it was...interesting. lol. it ended up being like 1/2 westsiders & the other 1/2 eastsiders...i recongnized most of them since they were all pretty much chads friends & we used to be tight sooo...yeah it was wierd. apparently he left to go somewheres just before i got there. that would have been quite the night if we were both there. if his girlfriend, who im not even sure even exist, i don't know what would have happened. i was fuuuuucked. it was kinda fun though, BUT i had to work at 9am (on a sunday,,,grr.,.) so i tryed to go back to kates & sleep around 2:30...that would have given me like 4 hours. she brought home this kinda cute 23 year old to"hang out" after but i couldn't even handel that so i tryed to sleep on the couch lol. they were really loud with the music & tv going sooo i didn't ANY sleep. & walked home still half buzzed at 6:30 & got ready for work. i didn't die though. it was actually alright. me & jenn were just working stock for the day & we were both hungover so it was alright lol. i want to go to sleep as soon as i got in from work but that didn't happen either for some reason. i went to bed fairly early lasy night though (around 12?) & got a good 14 hours of sleep haha YAY finally.

tomarrow & the day after i work 7-1. but other than that no plans. :[ so im gonna make the best of it & go tanning & work out at the gym for a bit. gotta get back into it.

anyways, back to my lazy day. :]

add me to your 'hood & i shall do that same :]